Sunday, October 19, 2008
Wanna post some emo stuff.. but.. aihs.. later first la...
ok. Last saturday went to this tan sri's house.. super big.. like very big~ the son's closet is like my room! and it has air-cond.. aihs.. so big for wat.~
and the food was excellent! everything was great.. blah blah blah.~
and now.. i got to go to another open house for raya.. then nex week.. im going to Perlis for open house. don't ask y.. long story.~
Tan Sri's house...Ok. then.. that monday.. my sis, mum and me.. tried the brand new fax machine.. and we sent it to dad...
This is what we sent..
And what we got back from him.. Geees.~
conclusion? the fax machine works!!! oh yeah.~
As what i've said.. emo post now~
So.. i've been going through some tough time..
stuff that had happen which is wonderful that is.. Toni came down.. and baby is still with me no matter what..
stuff that really makes me emo..
Losing my grandpa.. and a few of ppl..
After losing a few of ppl.. it finally made me realise...That the people who always tell me that they are your friends, no matter what, are really the first ones to go..
Oh yeah.. i used to be so stubborn and giving high hopes on ppl.. at last everything came crushing down within a second..
Even though.. there's been a huge misunderstanding.. Well, i'm still treating her as my friend.. u'll noe who am i talking bout..
If you're reading this.. Thanks for everything, seriously... its alright if you don't think that way.. as long as u're hapi rite? i don't mind.. and...
Everything is very hard for me because half the time i feel like crying, but i want others to think i'm strong. So most of the time, I hide behind a mask..
So.. i'm glad baby is always there for me.. Which he always tell me.. Not to give high hopes on others because they might hurt u in the end.. thanks for that advice baby...
Friends which stood up for me... ( you know who you are)
Who tried to make me feel better, which helps a bit.. but thanks anyway..
So i'm done right now~
I wanted to write more.. but.. I'm afraid i might hurt someone's feeling... so.. i better not..
This is what the bible said.. "Love your enemies."
Chao.
