I don't even know why am I doing this..

omg... bloody move one la bee harn...*

this book is awesome but its making me emo-er! G-T-H.! *go-to-hell*
and finally.. exam is over.!
I never study for this exam coz i did not really care bout it as you guys know-what-happened..
i took 30 mins to do my history.. which i have 2 hours to sleep!
i took 35-40 mins to do my science.. which i have less than 2 hours to sleep..
i took 1 hour to do my geography.. which i have less than half an hour to sleep.. damn.
i took 30 mins to do my sivik.. which i have less than 40 mins to sleep.. sivik "fai" one.. sivik is just a waste of time.. i don't even know why does it exist.. Sigh...
i took 3 hours and 10 mins to do my bloody art.. i am complaining! the time is too short.. the teacher said.. "aku tolak markah kamu.. kamu telah membazirkan 10 minit saya itu..." bla bla bla blaaaa~ g-t-h. its just 10 mins.. it took over my recess time.. i never even complain la... BIG DEAL!
i took like 30 mins to do my art(obj) i slept for like less than 30 mins.. then joyee woke me up.. and of course! i was pissed at her... she keep kicking my chair.. throwing her eraser at me.. very funny aa? i got pissed off and i took my exam paper and moved to another table. heh~ scared le??? don't do it nex time!!
all i got to say is... everything oso "fai" one la..
i can't wait for holidays to come.... I need to sleep, eat, sleep, shop, eat, shop, sleep, clubbing~, sleep, eat.... whatever i got to do to make me feel happy again...
and im waiting for nex month.! My mum is gonna buy me Jay's album.. weeee~ that is what that makes me happy!
so... BYEEEE~

Bee :The previous relationship we shared were awesome, but we lost it.. But baby I'm still in love with you..

Sigh..
its time for me to move on...
Although its hard but... i'll try..
actually eh.. i can't..
I dont think i can concentrate on my studies..
Did my exam today... All i saw was just a picture in my mind of me and him together..
So yeah... I took half an hour to do Science and History.. so i was like thinking of him and i slept for 2 hours!
Aihs...
If i try to die.. Stef will kill me..
what is left, is i had a scar on my wrist..
sorry steffie.
Oh well!
Emo time for me...
I'm all by myself AGAIN...
anyways...
Thank YOU!! for those who were there for me.. i appreciate it so much..
and David..... I'll still love you eventhough we're not together anymore..

btw, im currently no... wait...! im always having "OJD".. ahem. ( Obsessive Jay Disorder )
his song is emo enough for me to listen.. to cry.. to think back bout the past.. although i don't know mandarin.. Thanks to yahoo.com i'm able to know what his singing about..

Oh well...
Time for me to cry again..
Bye!


Bee :The previous relationship we shared were awesome, but we lost it.. But baby I'm still in love with you..

I'm emo!!
Stupid Exam..
Stupid Seni.

Stupid Lisan.

Stupid that thing i've been worrying about for sooo darn long!!

omigosh..

Tomorrow! sigh~
what am i gonna do wei...
steffieee~ jennnyyy~ ning peiii~

HELP.!

I don't think i'm prepared for that la..

Aku mahu dia!! :(

Aku miss dia!

Sigh.... Time for me to study now.. and time for me to emo..

in case anything happens between me and him....

Jen and Carmen need to teman me! drink sepuas puasnya~ :(

and siew sinn.. don't be emo like me pls~ if you're drinking nex time, rmb to ajak.

Don't get drunk without me.. SIGH!

CHAO..!

btw, im gonna listen to jay song.. it makes me even more emo!
all i gotta think is.. Jay is hot. Jay is hot.! Jay is the one. Jay is the one.!
Oh no. his not the one. his not the one.. Sigh...
Bye again..


so hot~

I'm updating this blog..
I'm suppose to update it when oc send me the jumping and 'our band' pics..
but... she have not send it yet..... sien.
I have ntg to write bout.. so.. its gonna be random....
Like really very random~
here goes~

The stuff i want after SPM!
*dreams.*